*headdesk*

Not in frustration-- in exhaustion. I'm literally having difficulty keeping my eyes open, in while doing other things. I seem to be reverting back to the Good Old Days of having trouble falling and staying asleep. Dran. I thought I was passed that. In any case, I've been waking up more exhausted than when I went to bed, and this is with being absolutely dead when I fall into bed. It's incrediby annoying.

Have you ever been tired so long that you can't remember what it's like to feel awake? That's what it's been like for me these past 4 years. I honestly can't recall what being awake feels like. Frankly, it frightens me, because when I'm tired I simply don't perform up to the level I know I can perform at. What if I'm still this tired when I start grad school in the fall? Will I be able to handle it? Will my memory continue to go downhill? School as always been easy for me-- I really did very little studying for my entire undergrad. I'm scared that I'll get into school, find it much harder than what I've been used to, and either kill myself from stress or flunk out.

In the meantime my eyes are closing of their own accord at work, and I know I don't have the energy to go to the gym again today.

Being tired SUX.

*headdesk*

Not in frustration-- in exhaustion. I'm literally having difficulty keeping my eyes open, in while doing other things. I seem to be reverting back to the Good Old Days of having trouble falling and staying asleep. Dran. I thought I was passed that. In any case, I've been waking up more exhausted than when I went to bed, and this is with being absolutely dead when I fall into bed. It's incrediby annoying.

Have you ever been tired so long that you can't remember what it's like to feel awake? That's what it's been like for me these past 4 years. I honestly can't recall what being awake feels like. Frankly, it frightens me, because when I'm tired I simply don't perform up to the level I know I can perform at. What if I'm still this tired when I start grad school in the fall? Will I be able to handle it? Will my memory continue to go downhill? School as always been easy for me-- I really did very little studying for my entire undergrad. I'm scared that I'll get into school, find it much harder than what I've been used to, and either kill myself from stress or flunk out.

In the meantime my eyes are closing of their own accord at work, and I know I don't have the energy to go to the gym again today.

Being tired SUX.

*headdesk*

Not in frustration-- in exhaustion. I'm literally having difficulty keeping my eyes open, in while doing other things. I seem to be reverting back to the Good Old Days of having trouble falling and staying asleep. Dran. I thought I was passed that. In any case, I've been waking up more exhausted than when I went to bed, and this is with being absolutely dead when I fall into bed. It's incrediby annoying.

Have you ever been tired so long that you can't remember what it's like to feel awake? That's what it's been like for me these past 4 years. I honestly can't recall what being awake feels like. Frankly, it frightens me, because when I'm tired I simply don't perform up to the level I know I can perform at. What if I'm still this tired when I start grad school in the fall? Will I be able to handle it? Will my memory continue to go downhill? School as always been easy for me-- I really did very little studying for my entire undergrad. I'm scared that I'll get into school, find it much harder than what I've been used to, and either kill myself from stress or flunk out.

In the meantime my eyes are closing of their own accord at work, and I know I don't have the energy to go to the gym again today.

Being tired SUX.

Whoot!

Well, at least I have *one* reason not to go home and go to bed right away--

New Gilmore Girls tonight!

*does happy new Gilmore Girls dance*

Whoot!

Well, at least I have *one* reason not to go home and go to bed right away--

New Gilmore Girls tonight!

*does happy new Gilmore Girls dance*

Whoot!

Well, at least I have *one* reason not to go home and go to bed right away--

New Gilmore Girls tonight!

*does happy new Gilmore Girls dance*

WAAAAHOOOOOO!!!!

I've been approved!

Next semester, I'm going to be taking "Tolkein and Friends in Text and Film." Taught by my favorite teacher!

You see, Dr. Walker is teaching a Senior Course on Tolkien next semester. Usually Senior Courses are reserved for, well, seniors. But I talked to Dr. Walker, and he said he'd love to have me in the class (I was his research assistant, and we collaborated on an article on fantasy and religion). So I e-mailed the Graduate Secretary and asked if taking the class would be a no-no, even with teacher approval. She said that while the class is usually reserved for seniors, I could apply to take the class as English 590R, which is an individual readings class. She warned me, though, that only 50% of 590 requests are approved. I figured it was worth a shot, so I submitted an application last week. Today I got the word-- I'm in!

Really looking forward to grad school now. :D

WAAAAHOOOOOO!!!!

I've been approved!

Next semester, I'm going to be taking "Tolkein and Friends in Text and Film." Taught by my favorite teacher!

You see, Dr. Walker is teaching a Senior Course on Tolkien next semester. Usually Senior Courses are reserved for, well, seniors. But I talked to Dr. Walker, and he said he'd love to have me in the class (I was his research assistant, and we collaborated on an article on fantasy and religion). So I e-mailed the Graduate Secretary and asked if taking the class would be a no-no, even with teacher approval. She said that while the class is usually reserved for seniors, I could apply to take the class as English 590R, which is an individual readings class. She warned me, though, that only 50% of 590 requests are approved. I figured it was worth a shot, so I submitted an application last week. Today I got the word-- I'm in!

Really looking forward to grad school now. :D

WAAAAHOOOOOO!!!!

I've been approved!

Next semester, I'm going to be taking "Tolkein and Friends in Text and Film." Taught by my favorite teacher!

You see, Dr. Walker is teaching a Senior Course on Tolkien next semester. Usually Senior Courses are reserved for, well, seniors. But I talked to Dr. Walker, and he said he'd love to have me in the class (I was his research assistant, and we collaborated on an article on fantasy and religion). So I e-mailed the Graduate Secretary and asked if taking the class would be a no-no, even with teacher approval. She said that while the class is usually reserved for seniors, I could apply to take the class as English 590R, which is an individual readings class. She warned me, though, that only 50% of 590 requests are approved. I figured it was worth a shot, so I submitted an application last week. Today I got the word-- I'm in!

Really looking forward to grad school now. :D